Exercising the Will to Win

#29, November 17, 1999

 

One of my favorite Zen stories: The student approaches the master, complaining, "My mind is troubling me." The master wastes no words. "Show me your mind!" he says, and with that, the student Awakens.

 

In my last column I wrote about the power of our minds to deny the existence of a threatening reality (like nuclear weapons), and thereby prevent us from acting to eliminate the threat. But if that's too much of a bummer to think about, let's consider the flip side-- training your mind to be comfortable with bad circumstances while you work to make them better, and make yourself better in the process.

 

When it comes to this type of training, Petaluma was lucky to have one of the best teachers ever. And though he died last month, Eknath Easwaran (pronounced "EESH-warren") leaves behind many dedicated students, and a treasure of books and taped lectures. His collective work amounts to a comprehensive course in activism-oriented spiritual development, the kind best exemplified by one of his inspirations, Mahatma Gandhi.

 

Easwaran grew up in British colonial India-- "Gandhi's India," he like to call it. He was a professor of English literature there when he came to the U.S. on the Fulbright exchange program in 1959. His writing, which blends Eastern and Western religious wisdom with an endless supply of anecdotes drawn from living in India and the Bay Area, is easily the most readable and rewarding of any "philosopher" I've read.

 

Easwaran would hasten to say that reading, by itself, isn't enough. Regardless of what your ideal life looks like, you need more than a blueprint to build it; you need tools. Easwaren's tools, the components of his "eight point program," are simple, practical, and universal. You don't need to join or abandon any organizations to put them to use.

 

The primary tool is meditation. Also known as internal prayer, meditation is a method for training your attention, and ultimately gaining control over your thoughts and your actions. Similar to other mediation techniques, Easwaran's method has you silently and slowly repeating an inspirational passage such as the prayer of St. Francis. With regular practice, as you grab onto the reins of your brain, you discover new resources with which to reshape your life.

 

But is meditation not enough. The successful seeker of inner and global peace must get involved in the world. In an example of his pragmatic methods, Easwaran advises that you approach difficult people the way an athlete approaches the stations on a fitness "par course." Each round of forgiveness, while it may "burn" your ego a bit, helps strengthen the muscles of compassion, courage, and creativity. Easwaran's exercises, like "putting others first", "training the senses" and "practicing one-pointed attention", work together, strengthening not only your skill to do things right, but your will do the right thing. Just as you can quit a bad physical habit like nail biting, you can defeat bad thinking habits like jealousy or resentment (or even denial of responsibility to help save the earth.)

 

The folks from Easwaran's Blue Mountain Center of Meditation (based in Tomales!) still hold their free classes and videotaped lectures every Tuesday evening at Petaluma's United Church of Christ. You can get details by calling them at 707-878-2369.

 

For me, the ultimate beauty of Easwaran's approach is that you don't have to choose between saving the earth and saving your soul; they are the same task. And people who are bummed or numbed by the mountains of socio-pathology glowering down at them can take heart. It is the destiny for all human beings, Easwaran says, to live in a world filled with joy and peace.

 

Gandhi used to tell his admirers, "I have not the slightest doubt that any man or woman can achieve what I have."  Easwaran agreed. Each of us can win the contest against the ego-centricity that's wrecking the planet. We need only step up to the challenge, and exercise our will to make it happen.